i'm officially...free...no strings attached na ...single..available...at kung ano pa mang tawag don. yup...now i believe na...HISTORY REPEATS ITSELF.....alam mo kung pano...ganito...
four years ago..around september..sinagot ko ang aking first bf...we had a long distance relationship. tapos we lasted 8 months...i broke up with him...well...i had my reasons...sa letter un...i gave the letter 2 days after our monthsary...we never really talked about what happenned then...
now...four years after...nung november..(so last year pa., pero ganon na din un)...we got together...so kami ulit..and it felt the same....everything was the same sa relationship namin...ung mga ayaw ko dati...nandon pa rin...well...ganon talga ata pag malayo s isa't isa. Pero..parang si tadhana ay naglalaro...i broke up with him..a day after our 7th monthsary...pero coincidence lang un..so...now..he's my first and my last...hehe..pero meron in between... kc four years ago..pagtapos namin magbreak...i was single for more than ten months...at ung sumunod na don..eh ang masasabi kong..pinakaserious kong relationship...at pinakamatagal din......after that ten months ng pagiging single...di na ulit ako naging single....sunod sunod na un....ngaun ko lang ulit naramdaman maging free..no strings attached na naman.
so i was thinking....parang history repeats itself talaga...i was going second year highschool non...ngaun i'm going 2nd year college...pati ung freaky coincidence ng breakup dates...hehe...at with the same guy pa...auko nang isipin kung ano pang pagkakahawig ng nangyari noon at ngaun at baka sobra na akong matuwa. the pre-break up was the same...at mejo nararamdaman ko na ang aftermath din neto ay magiging pareho.
So...if history repeats itself talga..ibig sabihin i'll be doing good in school na starting this sem...and i'll be having a serious relationship na by next year?....hehe...wtf?!?...masaya to.
the truth is..i just wanna take my mind off this paranoia na naman na nagbubuild up sakin...the same feeling i have everytime i break up with someone... malakas kc ako manghinayang. i never really learned the art of letting go. pero...dis time..i've had enough of this relationship thing...and that thing called love...hahaha...dis time..i'll enjoy being alone...kahit mamimiss ko maging attached...maging taken(./sob)...
WOOHOOOO....SINGLE NA AKO!!!MALAYA NANG MANLALAKE EVER!!!...hehe
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Nice! Where you get this guestbook? I want the same script.. Awesome content. thankyou.
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